IT IS FINISHED
Today was the day. Today was the day I thought about 1000s of times over and
over again through the years. Today was the day I had my knee replaced after
being told 40 years ago after a traumatic injury that this day would arrive.
Up at 4:00 a.m. to scrub my leg with a powerful antibacterial scrubbing
solution my surgeon’s office gave me.
Headed to the hospital I found the registration desk and
I was asked every question that could be asked about me. Then I was placed in a
pre-surgical room and was told to dress in this small front closure only
small sheet like looking gown with two strings to tie around the neck. My leg
was shaved, an IV started, and blood work drawn. The anesthesia doctor rolled
in and suggested that we do a spinal tap. I was thinking that would be the best
way to go but I needed to mentioned from a previous injury I had my two lower
vertebras fused to my tail bone.
As
suspected he said he would not be able to initiate a spinal tap for pain
control in that area. But would just move it up notch or two and poke me there
so I guess I just get more body parts numb for the same price.
As he leaves the ‘drug nurse’ rolls though the door with about 9 containers
of various drugs and proceeded to inject all these foreign substances in my
body through my IV.
She leaves closes the door and now my room is empty. Worry, fear, doubt suddenly
hit me in the new found silence. The clock on the wall was ticking, ticking,
and ticking excruciatingly slow. Each second seemed like a minute as I waited.
Most of what happens next I don’t remember, besides power pain medication I
was also given a shot of an amnesia drug.
I do remember sitting in a chair attached to the bed in surgical room
leaning over while the anesthesia doc locates a nerve exiting my spinal column
for pain control.
My doctor told me later that day the surgery took about twice as long as
planned. Previous repairs had left 5 staples and 2 screws which wanted to stay
in me. He told my bone was exceptionally hard causing additional time. But now “It
is Finished” I finally took the leap, and believing in enjoying life again
without knee pain.
I now sit in my hospital room 26 hours later, I will not be allowed out of
bed until sometime tomorrow. Pain is tolerable at this time but I understand
that is primarily due to the spinal block I received this morning.
I was told tomorrow physical therapy will start working with and I will
learn new profanity. I hope not I don’t need any additional education in that
department.
GOOD NIGHT
